R.M. Kelly

So what makes me special? I've had three dozen jobs, taken two and a half years of art school before tuition screwed me and they dropped me, been on and off depression and anxiety meds, fancy myself an artist and fantasy writer, but above all, I like to think I look at the world with an objective, realist, somewhat optimistic/pessimistic/nihilistic view, while both hating and loving the world. Sounds like it contradicts itself? Welcome to my head.